My Blog's goals

What I want to achieve in my blog is to express myself and share what God is teaching me, share my thoughts my hopes and dreams. To share my poems that God gives me and declarations that I learn that I think will help others on their journey to freedom. What I want to do is to encourage others to be the son or daughter that God has called them to be. I am studying a Leader Development Programme Year 1 through Global Legacy through Bethal Church in Redding California. I want to help set people free to help them in their journey of discovery. I have battled depression for many years and have been on medication for many years. I have been able to lower my dose by half and I am looking forward to the day that I am free from medication and are well emotionally I believe that can and will happen.

My Blog (Tag: church)

The Gleaming from Church today

Couple of things happened at Church today one was I stuck on data projector at church during one of the worship songs the urge was so great to dance before the Lord that I was tempted to leave the sound booth and dance. Funny how last week I felt Him say dance for me and when I was serving as data projectionist I wanted to fly off and dance for dance for Him.
Yvonne was speaking this am her message was around turning disappointment about she spoke about Nehemiah and how long it took to build the wall of Jerusalem was I think she said 52 days wow that is amazing this man Nehemiah put a team together and even though the enemy tried to stop him at every turn they built those walls up.  One of the slides that she had put up that caught my eye and attention was simply....

dis-appointment
no- reappointment!!!!

How about that turn a disappointment into an opportunity! wow I was talking to a friend today that has struggled with listening to lies. I tell you this cos I want you to catch the truth in this little saying when the enemy reminds you of your past remind him of his future. This is a note to myself too but what I wold like to say is hey satan I wouldn't be worring about my past if I was you! I would be worring about your future. Bam right in the gut for him. Its funny in a strang sort of way how we can get caught up in an old thought pattern or feeling over something that is dropped into our mind. Holy Spirit I give you permission to remind me to keep my eyes on what my Father is doing. Is he worried about the enemies plans ?? Nope cos  Psalms tells us Psalms 1:6  For the Lord knows the way of the righteous. But the way of the ungodly will perish.(Psalms 1:6) Something to remember I reckon no weapon formed against us will propser. And every tongue that accuses you in judgement agaonst you  shall ondemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, And their righteousness is from Me," Says the Lord (Isaiah 54:17) So we win the enemy loses everytime. Ok its back to work tomorrow have a blessed day and week and I'll post again soon x
By De O'Neil

Sunday Morning at Church.

This morning at Church during worship I got the prompting to dance I was thinking wouldn't it be cool if people were set free by my obeidence and my self conscious overweight thinking stopped me I opted out. I felt a bit stink but I'm grateful that my Pappa Daddy knows me and loves me so He gave me another prompting this time a word and as the excitement built as it does when God is giving me a word to share I had "come to me come and take all I have for you", funny thing is that wasn't what I shared I got out my phone and looked for a poem that I am hoping will one day be a song. I was just what he wanted my to share. My excitement grew as it does when prophecy is about to take off, this is what I shared ...
Jesus you call my name, you come to me with open arms, ready to claim as your own. Your child, your bride spotless and clean for you. Jesus you gave your life, so I could be free from sin. I come, I come to be undone made afresh and anew, your chosen bride. There you stand, the lover of my soul, the one who cherishes me and nothing can separate that love from.

This was written in Church during a sermon that I should have been listening to but those words came to me that day 22.05.16 each time He shares a word or a poem with me I am brought closer and closer in my heart towards His heart His amazing love.
By De O'Neil