My Blog's goals

What I want to achieve in my blog is to express myself and share what God is teaching me, share my thoughts my hopes and dreams. To share my poems that God gives me and declarations that I learn that I think will help others on their journey to freedom. What I want to do is to encourage others to be the son or daughter that God has called them to be. I am studying a Leader Development Programme Year 1 through Global Legacy through Bethal Church in Redding California. I want to help set people free to help them in their journey of discovery. I have battled depression for many years and have been on medication for many years. I have been able to lower my dose by half and I am looking forward to the day that I am free from medication and are well emotionally I believe that can and will happen.

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Funny how things change in what is important to us the closer we get to God

I was doing a online assesment that was attached to the weekly enouragement for LDP1 it is a spiritual gift test called descover your destiny. Alex got me to do it as she reckoned she knew what gifting I have lol funny thing was she was correct!!! What I noticed as I went through the 10 questions and put he answers order that best showed my desires and found out something odd. Things that were once important to me no longer mattered as they once did. My goals and desires have changed the closer I am to God all the little things have dropped off like I use to care how others saw me, I wanted everyone to like me. Cos I am a fun, full of laughter and nice to hang out with but I couldn't understand why some people at work didn't like me. I struggled with that for a long time, I've been a people pleaser most of my life. My parents lost their first baby He was a stillborn their one and only boy, every other baby born to our Nuttall household was a girl 5 in total. As a child I tried to fit that gap I was plain looking and really was mistaken for a boy most on my early life. There comes a time when you just have to say I cannot make everyone happy I cannot make all people like me. God made me who I am! I am intelligent, fun, a worshipper I have an odd sense of houmour I laught at nearly anything and sometimes at the wrong time, I am a hard worker, I am an encourager I am an evangelist, I am a woman of the heart, I care about the lost and hurting the list goes on. These days I am not concerned if someone at work doesn't like me cos I like me I love me God loves me. So to those who don't like me I say to my self tough cos I'm awesomely and wonderfully made. My Pappa Daddy doesn't make rubbish He creates amazing people that have talents and He grows them so they can point other in the right direction. I am beautiful inside and out hands down I am truly an awesome daughter of my Pappa Daddy I'm a princess and I make my Daddy proud all the time even when I make a mistake he still thinks I'm great and loves still. Sorry I digress so the online assesment said I am a recruiter (evangelist) Anton told me so many times at Firestarter you are a revivalist De and not only just a revivalist you afre a leader of revivalist. So lookout world revival is going to happen!!!! Its started in my heart and from me others are going to catch the fire in their hearts too.

 
By De O'Neil

Authority and Healing

While talking with my prayer partner, after a time of catching up and praying in a different way than we normally would we released and spoke Gods truth over each other. Releasing Gods gifts I declearecd athority over her. We talked about healing and authority and how that can look. The reason I am bringing this up is because it has been on my mind lately about cancer and my some people are healed and others are not. This is a touchy area to talk about I know most people these days know someone that has died from cancer whether they are a loved one like a spouse or a sibling or even a child. Cancer does not discriminate race, creed, age or how wealthy someone is, it comes and distories lives, homes and families. I know many good men and women who were Christ's followers that have passed away. The question is why does God heal some and not others from cancer??? Lets look at healing what kinds of healings there are? Will there is phyical right, and spiiritual healing, what about emotional healing, healing in the mind and the heart. The thing is that we don't know why some are healed phyically and some are taken home. The thing I'm pondering on is the ones he is taking home what healing have they had? You know what I think? I think two things one is that God has more than likely healed a lot that we don't see. As on lookers of a person dying from cancer we look with our eyes. They have had to go through surgery maybe and kemo and maybe radiation treatment. They have had to come to grips that they aren't going to be around to see little Susie get married or meet their grandchildren and watch them grow up. There must be healing within them that brings them to the place that they can let go and let God take them home. Secondly I think the ultimate healing is going home to be with the Lord.
By De O'Neil