My Blog's goals

What I want to achieve in my blog is to express myself and share what God is teaching me, share my thoughts my hopes and dreams. To share my poems that God gives me and declarations that I learn that I think will help others on their journey to freedom. What I want to do is to encourage others to be the son or daughter that God has called them to be. I am studying a Leader Development Programme Year 1 through Global Legacy through Bethal Church in Redding California. I want to help set people free to help them in their journey of discovery. I have battled depression for many years and have been on medication for many years. I have been able to lower my dose by half and I am looking forward to the day that I am free from medication and are well emotionally I believe that can and will happen.

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Revelation on true repentance

I had a revelation last night about repentance true repentance. Been reading Bill Johnston book face to face with God  if we love God like truly like passionately love Him and love being in His presence then we will not want to break that precious relationship so if we sin we repent from that place of love of Him and our connection to Him. I never saw repentance that way before. That is so cool I had to share this. I am at times a little late comer on things but I love learning something new.
Also I have started to seek God for visions, pictures I have had some pictures they are like a blink of an eye and gone I've not been able to hold them there in my mind. They don't happen very often so Bill was saying is there something in God you want then passionately go after it. For years I have longed to see and Angel just to lay eyes on one and admire God's handy work but this has alluded me but I will start seeking it and see where it takes me. God has blessed me with word pictures saying all the things that pop into my head. Last night was amazing time with God talking and thinking of my friends mum who had just died that day. Will not seeing it as it unfolded but knowing every word and emotion as they welcomed her home. I want share anymore than that cos it's for my friend. But knowing I'm blessed to imagine things how they would seen. Listen to this. I'm meeting Jesus in this beautiful field there is a stream and the water sound it music to a song I love to pray in tongues to and sing. I see Him standing there watching me a smile on his lips and laughter as I dance and around singing the song "show me your glory". He claps His hands it's like thunder all of a sudden all these amazing butterflies start flying around me. I have do much joy and love in that moment standing there with my Saviour. Anyway that's just a tiny bit. I hope you were able to the the picture of that or are inspired to create you own time with Jesus I can't not see any of what I described but I feel the excitement of the words as the play out. I'm m thinking that might be my longest post yet. 
By De O'Neil