My Blog's goals

What I want to achieve in my blog is to express myself and share what God is teaching me, share my thoughts my hopes and dreams. To share my poems that God gives me and declarations that I learn that I think will help others on their journey to freedom. What I want to do is to encourage others to be the son or daughter that God has called them to be. I am studying a Leader Development Programme Year 1 through Global Legacy through Bethal Church in Redding California. I want to help set people free to help them in their journey of discovery. I have battled depression for many years and have been on medication for many years. I have been able to lower my dose by half and I am looking forward to the day that I am free from medication and are well emotionally I believe that can and will happen.

My Blog (Tag: daddy)

What is really important to us.

I know its been awhile since I blogged.... We have had such a lot going on in our lives at present. We have had Mark's mum staying with us and a health scare with Mark, blood test and a xray to see if there is thing wrong also a breath test to see what damage is done to his lungs from all the years smoking. Coughing up blood and lack of breath and if he might have the C however that word will not be spoken over my husband so please don't say the word. Mark is trying to give up smoking and struggling to do so but praise God he has been able to cut down so that is progress and moving in the right direction. So with all that going it can really put things into focus. I did the normal freak out and got those close to me to pray. What I didn't do much was pray myself, I don't want to make excuses for myself. But I am aware that after all this time I still don't run to God when things get bad. This is an area I need to work from. So as I sit here in feeling yuck with thee a virus or whatever I have got that I need to do more in spending time with my heavenly Father and less on other things like face book and watching things on line. I watched the War Room today and I was struck that I don't spend eough time in prayer and seeking God.'ve not really prayed for my husband, I could be declaring from from smoking and addictions over my husband. Is it possible to declare freedom and deliverance for someone else? I am going to seek some guidance on that and get back to you on this. One person I did ask said no that Mark needs to seek that for himself. Pappa Daddy I need your help and your widom in the best way I can to help Mark break free from addictin of smokes and to walk in freedom in you. Please show me the way to go I ask in Jesus name Amen.
If you have not had a chance to see the War Room I give it the thumbs up. To many people are allowing the enemy to steal, kill and distory its time to take back what is ours by right and fight for our families, friends and for those who have not meet Jesus yet. Not the Jesus they think they may know, but the Jesus I know and love the one who set me free and delived me from smoking. The Jesus that always loves us even if we feel we don't deserve it He is alway there, always loving us alawy interceding on our behalf. I want to be more like you Jesus and less like me.
By De O'Neil

Funny how things change in what is important to us the closer we get to God

I was doing a online assesment that was attached to the weekly enouragement for LDP1 it is a spiritual gift test called descover your destiny. Alex got me to do it as she reckoned she knew what gifting I have lol funny thing was she was correct!!! What I noticed as I went through the 10 questions and put he answers order that best showed my desires and found out something odd. Things that were once important to me no longer mattered as they once did. My goals and desires have changed the closer I am to God all the little things have dropped off like I use to care how others saw me, I wanted everyone to like me. Cos I am a fun, full of laughter and nice to hang out with but I couldn't understand why some people at work didn't like me. I struggled with that for a long time, I've been a people pleaser most of my life. My parents lost their first baby He was a stillborn their one and only boy, every other baby born to our Nuttall household was a girl 5 in total. As a child I tried to fit that gap I was plain looking and really was mistaken for a boy most on my early life. There comes a time when you just have to say I cannot make everyone happy I cannot make all people like me. God made me who I am! I am intelligent, fun, a worshipper I have an odd sense of houmour I laught at nearly anything and sometimes at the wrong time, I am a hard worker, I am an encourager I am an evangelist, I am a woman of the heart, I care about the lost and hurting the list goes on. These days I am not concerned if someone at work doesn't like me cos I like me I love me God loves me. So to those who don't like me I say to my self tough cos I'm awesomely and wonderfully made. My Pappa Daddy doesn't make rubbish He creates amazing people that have talents and He grows them so they can point other in the right direction. I am beautiful inside and out hands down I am truly an awesome daughter of my Pappa Daddy I'm a princess and I make my Daddy proud all the time even when I make a mistake he still thinks I'm great and loves still. Sorry I digress so the online assesment said I am a recruiter (evangelist) Anton told me so many times at Firestarter you are a revivalist De and not only just a revivalist you afre a leader of revivalist. So lookout world revival is going to happen!!!! Its started in my heart and from me others are going to catch the fire in their hearts too.

By De O'Neil